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November 2009 
End of Story
Posted on Feb 22nd, 2008
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Jaia
Jaia
I could say time flies, since it's been a long time since writing here. But, instead I'll say, in the flow there is no time, only eternity meeting itself indefinitely. Always. All in God time. All perfect. I think what's been going on is some major integration and reflection and some good ol winter hibernation.
After spending four days in meditation at a retreat over new years with Michael Beckwith and my Agape family, there has been an inner shift occuring in great proportions. It's always the inner shifts that are the most significant- the insights, clarity and awarenesses- since the outer is only a reflection of the inner. You can of course work to change the outer, but why work on changing an illusion, when you can change your inner reality and watch the illusion shift by itself? Always seems more fun that way. And, more lasting. And real.
My friend Andy (see blog titled 'Mum') never lets the opportunity go by when we're talking to take me though a Journey process if something is up for me. The other day was no exception, and it wasn't just up, it was Up!! Like "mother lode" up. The mind wanting to rationalize and spiritually bypass the issue, "Oh no, I'm fine. This anger that's present is fully justified, you know, that poor unevolved "other person"- I'll just bless them and know they'll get it someday." But then there goes Andy and his questions, starting with something like, when was the first time you remember feeling this way?
Oh crap.
And then the decision point. Do we say we're fine and the energy isn't that strong, or go back into the story, or do we just let ourselves go there and answser the damn question?
In answering the question, the 'earliest time' was 1693 and it was a doozy. This was a big story, with lots of supporting cast, and lots of drama-- huge drama. Through the Journey, the story was acknowledged for what it was, masks were seen through, the cast was given a round of applause, and that story has happily come to a close. I felt my body vibrating during a lot of the process and knew the very cells in my body were getting it----- always the mind thinks it's the other person that needs to get it- always wants to project it- but of course it was the unconscious aspect of myself playing out in a limited way that needed to get it that day!! And body did we. What a shift. I've felt different ever since and noticed myself doing things differently. I feel like a different person, mainly, because I am. And, good thing we're more than a 'person'........knowing and remembering the infinite grace that We Are, letting go of old stories, old patterns, any sense of limitation so the Truth of Who We Really Are is free to shine thorugh and express the Joy and Love and Beauty that It Is, so we can bring Heaven to Earth, and Be Heaven on Earth! And so it is!!
We're planning for Andy to come on to the Living Beyond Belief Radio Show on March 2nd, sooo looking forward to that! www.sedonatalkradio.com Make it if you can!!
Until next time in the eternal Now :-)
After spending four days in meditation at a retreat over new years with Michael Beckwith and my Agape family, there has been an inner shift occuring in great proportions. It's always the inner shifts that are the most significant- the insights, clarity and awarenesses- since the outer is only a reflection of the inner. You can of course work to change the outer, but why work on changing an illusion, when you can change your inner reality and watch the illusion shift by itself? Always seems more fun that way. And, more lasting. And real.
My friend Andy (see blog titled 'Mum') never lets the opportunity go by when we're talking to take me though a Journey process if something is up for me. The other day was no exception, and it wasn't just up, it was Up!! Like "mother lode" up. The mind wanting to rationalize and spiritually bypass the issue, "Oh no, I'm fine. This anger that's present is fully justified, you know, that poor unevolved "other person"- I'll just bless them and know they'll get it someday." But then there goes Andy and his questions, starting with something like, when was the first time you remember feeling this way?
Oh crap.
And then the decision point. Do we say we're fine and the energy isn't that strong, or go back into the story, or do we just let ourselves go there and answser the damn question?
In answering the question, the 'earliest time' was 1693 and it was a doozy. This was a big story, with lots of supporting cast, and lots of drama-- huge drama. Through the Journey, the story was acknowledged for what it was, masks were seen through, the cast was given a round of applause, and that story has happily come to a close. I felt my body vibrating during a lot of the process and knew the very cells in my body were getting it----- always the mind thinks it's the other person that needs to get it- always wants to project it- but of course it was the unconscious aspect of myself playing out in a limited way that needed to get it that day!! And body did we. What a shift. I've felt different ever since and noticed myself doing things differently. I feel like a different person, mainly, because I am. And, good thing we're more than a 'person'........knowing and remembering the infinite grace that We Are, letting go of old stories, old patterns, any sense of limitation so the Truth of Who We Really Are is free to shine thorugh and express the Joy and Love and Beauty that It Is, so we can bring Heaven to Earth, and Be Heaven on Earth! And so it is!!
We're planning for Andy to come on to the Living Beyond Belief Radio Show on March 2nd, sooo looking forward to that! www.sedonatalkradio.com Make it if you can!!
Until next time in the eternal Now :-)
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